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[mountain-lion-gremlin]

omg this is ME but I'm a cougar!! I don't know if you agree, but I feel like half of me is human, and the other half isn nonhuman, or completely an animal. It doesn't help that my cougar is naturally very quiet and stays hidden within myself (due to past trauma yay) so I never knew until 3 years ago what I was. I just go by physical nonhuman, or werecougar at times :b

I actually first came from the p-shifter community (which is special if you find the wrong places, but great if you find the right people. Can be really toxic if you stumble across the wrong people *cough cough*.) But I just sort of belong to nowhere when it comes to it all. Mesh with p-shifters best due to how close our experiences are, but not really my cup of tea for all of the drama and constant, strange berating if you aren't xyz. Don't fit with therians either doesn't feel like me. Nonhumans, yall chill.

Wish that the old community was still around. I mean pre-2010s, where I felt like things were much simpler and similar to what I feel. Also feeling sort of like newer people never find out that these places even exist due to the idea that we are stuck completely human forever :/

So, Ive found that my identity is a bit more complicated than I think it is. I don't like using the term therian for myself. I'm fine with the term otherkin, but I like to generally just call myself non-human, wolfkin, or a werewolf. But I've found that the reason I call myself a werewolf or werewolfkin is because I feel like some kind of wolf-human shifter of some sort. I've found that the kind of "werewolf" I am is more like a human with some animal parts like a tail, ears, claws and back paws (like the webtoon watermelon for an example off the top of my head) or a human than can turn into a wolf (like twilight) than your typical wolf-beast monster type of werewolf. Because of that, I feel kind of odd calling myself a werewolf even if I like the term a lot and feel like it suits me. I'm unsure of my identity, as I don't feel human, but I do?? Not human, but some half-human hybrid. I only feel human in that sense. Maybe I'm just a wolf and I'm basing this off of phantom shifts, maybe I'm a werewolf of a certain kind, I don't know. But as I'm new to the general alterhuman community, I guess I have plenty of time to explore that and figure it out.

[oceanwithouthermoon]

maybe its just me but i cant stand when people are like "it just doesn't sit right with me how teruhashi thought about aiura 🥺" like yes... its not supposed to ??? because her thinking badly of other girls and prioritizing male validation over everything is one of her main flaws ??? can we talk about that WITHOUT making it seem like shes not allowed to have a single actual flaw without suddenly becoming an awful person? nobody can handle complex female characters at all and its so fucking annoying

[siryyeet]

Oh you have complicated feelings towards Germany? Let me make 91836373 assumptions about it with my piss poor understanding of history, not listen to germans at all and then come to a horrendously bad and false conclusion on why that is! Also I think you germans should stop feeling guilty and be proud of your country again!

[ropes3amthoughts]

Sometimes when I see Kabru artworks I have to take a moment and think: “Is it whitewashed or is that just how Kabru looks in canon but other Kabru artists have been giving him darker skin and/or more prominent features?” Or the alternative: “Is it whitewashed or is that the artist’s style where they use pastel colors/don’t draw many details/don’t color skin for any character/etc.?” And most of the time the answer is just that they’re whitewashing him 😐

[sav-the-bi-queen]

I am actually a demisexual bisexual if anyone was interested lol so I always feel like an outsider sometimes in both the bi and Demi community’s but I know that I am both and I know there are others like me I just want them to know that your not alone 🫶🏻

And thank you for coming to my Ted talk 🤣

[alchemiclee]

I don't know why most other artists i've faced in my life refuse to help or support or befriend or work with me in any way because they're obsessed with making art a competition. i'm the least competitive person you will ever meet. what's being kind and helpful and supportive and cooperative towards me going to do to you?! i'm not good enough at art to even be a threat if I tried! I don't get why they act like this towards me. I cant do anything to hurt your art career, so why are you trying to hurt mine?! I don't get it.

[whitecatlegend]

Animation Destination podcast gave you a very nice shout-out for your work translating White Cat Legend! It's on episode 333.

Oh, neat!

...Though on checking it out I'm admittedly quite bothered at being called a "white american girl" considering that's just... Mostly not true and I genuinely don't know where they got any of it from. So if you listen and wonder how they knew this when I've never mentioned it - they didn't.

[calamitousxlove]

I do not like Colleen Hoover books at all, two out of the three I read are probably the worst books I’ve read this year. That being said, I feel like her books are getting the twilight treatment 🧌 otherwise known as: has reasons to be given valid critiques, but instead is hated solely because it has a big audience of young women/girls. Like, I have never met a Colleen Hoover girly that wasn’t nice 💔 why are we insulting the girls who enjoy reading those books, when it’s easy to acknowledge that just because someone likes something doesn’t mean it’s good.

[nastyatticman]

I think the people who take time out of their days to make posts about how x reader fanfics are not ~relatable~ to them personally should just write their own

[moldy-cheese-being]

in case anybody's ever wondered what chronic illness is like:

i am going to bed at 9 pm on a summer night, with a towel spread out on the side of the bed my face is towards, shaking so hard i can barely type, because my nausea is so unbearable tonight.

[findstenicht]

will never relate to the people who like discussing politics with their dad. every time i talk politics with my dad it feels like a fight to the death

[thewingedwolf]

@breanime the issue is that there’s so many things that could be causing it that basically every time i go to a pcp and say “the nausea is kicking my ass” they just kinda shrug. like it could be the fibromyalgia, the h. pylori, the lactose intolerance, the gerd, or something completely new (my mother actually does think i might have a hernia so you are possibly on the right track there) and trying to impress upon a doctor that my symptoms are severe enough that i’m complaining means they are likely at a point where a normal person would go to the ER, but a lot of them just kinda act like i complain to hear myself talk. like, the last two i had just put me on The Fibro Meds and when i said “hey i’m not sure these are doing much” they went “well those are the fibro meds so keep at it” like they won’t even give me things to ease the symptoms atp and im like 80% sure there’s a sticky note in my file that says “drug seeker and hypochondriac” bc the amount of times i’ve been dropped by a doctor or blown off in the past two years is kind of insane.

[spikrock]

thinking soooo fucking hard about how dirty "and another thing..." does random

the book acts like "angsty goth teenager" is her entire character. at page 16 it quite literally lists off the things random would understandably be angry about, but despite this the book acts like shes crazy or immature for being upset with trillian

the way arthur berates her at the end of the sixth book?? the way he tells her she needs to just move on??? that trillian 'just left random with her dad for a week'?? the book is going against itself when it says this. it made that up and it drives me up the WALL!!!!!!!! trillian didnt JUST leave random for a week shes been doing it since random was born!!!!!!! what!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

picking up the sixth book i was so excited to have a whole book with random in it but she ended up being my least favorite part because it was so painful to see how everyone, including the book itself, treated her

(also, i am not saying that i think random shouldnt have faced any consequences or that i cant handle a few teenager jokes. if you havent read the book in a while and you dont remember there being THAT many then you are so incredibly mistaken because theres some teenager joke almost every time they talk about her. stop undermining her with the same jokes about her rolling her eyes or being moody)

[jestercoven]

i have gotten SO many oc ideas for the past months and i've made, i think, all of them into toh ocs. wHY you may ask???!! fucking- the world the show is set in is so ripe for character creation. the entire coven system is basically begging for it (like the houses in hp or the like Every Single Aspect of hs) so that's already one thing but!! the amount of places that we haven't even SEEN in-show but we've heard of and have general ideas about? amazing for expansion. fucking wonderful for it. even if an oc has literally nothing to do with the main plot of the show at all, it doesnt matter, because there's so much for a random idiot to do in the boiling isles! so many jobs outside of working directly in a coven as a higher up, so many regions and places you could throw your own ideas into, fuck dude some of my pals on discord made an entire other island in the boiling isles like??? THERE'S JUST SO MUCH ROOM FOR CREATIVE FREEDOM WHILE STILL HAVING SET RULES AND LAWS! AND I LOVE THAT!!!

[thevoidisscreamingbackatyou]

This is actually kind of what it's like to have partial amnesia, at least in our experience.

The knowledge that you have lost something, some precious memory- the day you met your best friend, your first concert, writing your first story, helping out a friend, a moment where you actually enjoy life- that memory is gone.

You know that it's supposed to be there. You feel the ache, you feel the emotions, but you don't know what happened.

The knowledge that you have trauma, that you have to have some sort of trauma to be this fucked up, but you have no idea what fucked you up. You don't know what happened.

And you start thinking, and coming up with scenarios, and desperately comparing signs and little pieces of knowledge to try and make a puzzle, but the puzzle will never be complete. Never can be complete.

That's one of the biggest and worst parts of memory loss/amnesia, if you ask us.

Enough of the trope where memory loss undoes the damage or the corruption or whatever. More content where removing memories just removes the context.

The tragedy of needing to grieve and not knowing what or who you lost or why. The angst of having trauma and being denied the awareness that it's trauma. The suspense of being different somehow and left to wonder how and when. The tension of knowing that something is off and you can't find where it hurts. The Adventure Zone gets it. Kingdom Hearts gets it.

There is an aching inside you and you don't know how it got there.

[sewerfight]

when I was around twelve I used to sit at the family computer and send hatemail to a white french dude named Jacques who was a self proclaimed communist on Tumblr. This was back in the day when you didn't need a blog to send anon hate. I had no real beef with him but I just didn't like his tone. used to send him "SHUT UP Jacques" periodically. and he'd answer every single one of my asks like "who is this?? show your face or I'll fucking kill you" and I'd be like "now now, that doesn't make sense, jacques" all haughty and he'd get so fucking mad at me. One time he posted a selfie and I sent him an ask claiming I was a psychologist and that his hair parting suggested that he wasn't a communist at all. and he took it deliriously serious and went off on a 2,000 word rant. I can remember going to stay at my grandparents over that weekend, so I didn't even respond to the rant until I came back. I could've chosen to end it there, but when I returned, I sent him another ask which was like "psychologist here again: if you were a communist your hair parting would be in the middle. evenly distributed. All behavioural signs point to someone who doesn't take their own values seriously." and he went ballistic. really swearing at me. all caps type beat. he never turned the asks off, btw. which always made me wonder if he didn't know how to, or if he didn't want to cause he was convinced he was fighting a war, and this action would ensure he lost it. anyway this went on for weeks until one day I completely forgot about him like he was some kind of childhood imaginary friend I'd conjured up in my loneliness. but yesterday I happened to recall the whole scenario, because my buddy was like "remember when you were twelve and I came over to your house, and you showed me on the computer how you'd been terrorizing this random French guy for days on end. And you were laughing like fucking crazy. and I said it wasn't funny because he probably had problems, and you were like 'oh.' and you looked a bit guilty for a second, but then you went and got a grapefruit from the kitchen and threw it out of the second story window at my kid brother, who was playing in the street, and then you started laughing again?" Well. when she put it like that, needless to say I felt bad. so Jacques if you're out there I'm sorry I was such a little shit. you had totally normal hair, and you only wanted people to share stuff. If it's any consolation I know every day of my life that I'm probably going to hell for the sick things I have done